Last Chapter

It didn't look like a dream.

She was back to Sednem. It was cold and snow was covering the streets. 

He was walking to her. Looking straight in her dark brown eyes. 

People were following their destiny. He walked the other way around like changing his destiny. 

But she knew. He couldn't change his destiny. He was dead. 

Her heart stopped for two seconds. She looked down, to her own feet. 

She was there, even though it was a dream. She was there. Just like him.

After that, she knew she never could think about him again. 

His shoes stopped a inch far from her. 

She looked up, facing for the last time his face. 

She didn't want to forget his features. His smile. His green eyes. His hands touching her. His heart beat coordinated with hers. His hair when he woke up. His awful mood when she was being stubborn and fighting with him and winning. 

But now he was dead. 

Maybe she will see him in his next life. But how could she hold on that when she had still so much to live?

"Hey", he call, "I am here."

"No, you're not."

She had to hold to that. Coming back would be so much worse if she didn't. 

He looked at her as he used to, as if he could touch her soul. 

He touch her face. 

His hand was warm and she could feel his heart beat. So real. 

"I love you", he said. 

"Don't", she replied. 

"I love you. You know it. I always did."

He didn't say that frequently. But every single time, she felt the truth. 

"You're dead. I need to move on"

"You will"

He touch her shoulders. Bowed his head. His lips were so close from hers. 

She couldn't move. What if he deseapers in front of her, like ashes? She wouldn't bear it. Watching him deseapering again. 

He kissed her. And it was exactly the same. 

Tears streamed down. Her eyes closed. 

When she opened them, she was in her bedroom. Tears still on her cheeks. Her lips, sleeping. 

I love you. She heard in her head.